At Ludus Love, we believe in listening to the main characters, not quoting definitions or distant research. Real stories have the power to soften shame, spark empathy, and make others feel seen.
Today, we’re honoured to share Sophie’s journey, a story of discovery, laughter, and self-acceptance told in her own words.
Finding Answers in Unexpected Places
“I never really thought back when I was diagnosed as intersex it was going to feature quite as heavily in my life as it has.”
Sophie’s story began, like so many, with uncertainty. A two-year tangle of medical appointments, unanswered questions, and that quiet British guilt of not wanting to be “a bother.”
“I had an ominous call that my results were abnormal. Instead of focusing on this, they zeroed in on a rogue blood sugar reading. After that was sorted, they finally started looking at what was actually matching my symptoms.”
During the pandemic, the world had slowed down, but Sophie’s search for answers sped up. After years of discomfort and confusion, it wasn’t a doctor who gave her clarity. It was a close friend with a medical background turned body piercer.
“They translated the awkward instructions of my doctor, ‘perform a self-examination of your undercarriage and send photos of any abnormality to us,’ to ‘oh, they think you’re intersex. I have to check for that with some genital piercings. I’ll show you what they’re looking for.’”
That moment, oddly intimate and grounded in friendship rather than fear, became the turning point.
“It turns out I had exactly what they were looking for. Though not the ‘proper’ way to find out, I was in an environment I found far more relaxed. We made jokes about it, ‘for f**’s sake, is that what all this fuss was over?’ We cleared the studio for the night and got pizza. Honestly, after all the NHS back-and-forth, it was what I needed.”
Sometimes truth arrives in strange places, between piercings, laughter, and late-night takeaway.
Humour as Healing
“Originally, my wife Drew declared she’d won the bisexual jackpot when she found out, and it immediately put my mind to rest. I only really cared about her opinion.”
Humour became Sophie’s first medicine. It softened the edges of something the medical world had made heavy and confusing. It reminded her that her body wasn’t broken, it was just her body.
“I’ve been viewed as a freak most of my life for one reason or another, so opinions of others haven’t bothered me in a long time.”
“No, we don’t all have both sets of fully functioning sex organs. We exist on a spectrum, from hormonal imbalances to variations in chromosomes. Please use intersex rather than hermaphrodite to describe us. It’s not accurate, and honestly, it’s like asking someone what’s in their pants.
For my intersex readers, if you’re ever asked that question, my favourite answer is: chaos and the souls of all those who’ve asked me what’s down there.”
That strength, wrapped in wit and anchored by love, became the foundation of Sophie’s acceptance.
Art, Alchemy, and Self-Love
In time, what began as a diagnosis turned into celebration.
“I even celebrated the journey with my Baphomet sleeve. As a practising witch most of my life, I’ve always loved the depiction of balance, bringing together opposites. It reflected my path, my craft, and my work at Scarlet in Chains.”
The tattoo became both spell and symbol, alchemy in ink.
“My tattooist added the male and female hormone structures to the arms instead of the traditional ‘solve’ and ‘coagula.’ It was the perfect way to celebrate this journey and to celebrate myself.”
Every line and molecule told a story of balance, of the beauty that lives between binaries.
Visibility and Voice
For Sophie, visibility is not performance. It is protection.
“When the barbaric new rules on biological sex from the EHRC started being discussed, the writing was on the wall for me and my fellow intersex folks. There was an outpouring of support for trans and non-binary people, which was beautiful, but few realised another group was also affected.”
Her openness became advocacy, her humour a shield against ignorance.
“Considering there are 1.3 million identified intersex people in the UK, that’s more than red-haired people, we’re still not protected by the Equality Act.”
The Balance Between Laughter and Liberation
Sophie’s story reminds us that education begins with empathy, and empathy begins with listening.
“How do I feel with it all? 99% of the time I’m perfectly happy. I’ve had amazing support from my wife, our Scarlet in Chains team, and friends who’ve taken time to learn about intersex life and stand by us.”
Her voice is one of power, quiet but unmistakable. Through humour, art, and love, Sophie transforms stigma into self-celebration.
💌 From Ludus Love
At Ludus Love, we’re celebrating Intersex Awareness Day by amplifying real stories, voices that bring truth, humour, and humanity to the conversation.
Sophie’s journey isn’t just about diagnosis. It’s about discovery, laughter, and the courage to live openly in a world that often misunderstands difference.
Today, we celebrate Sophie, and every intersex person whose story deserves to be seen, shared, and honoured.
Because visibility matters. And because pleasure, healing, and self-knowledge belong to everyone.
✨Written with love by Sophie, in collaboration with Ludus Love.
Part of our ongoing series Real people, Real voices, celebrating visibility, and the freedom to be yourself.
